I need answers for what all the waiting I’ve done means.
March 25, 2008
… “You kill me, you build me up but just to watch me break. You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say.”
I don’t really know what to write about today. So I’ll just right down random things I’ve been thinking about.
- I hate being smothered by people. But people do that to me anyways.
- I am so confused about which classes that I plan on taking. I thought the stress of it would go away once I turned it in, decidedly, it didn’t.
- Gosh, I’m so tired of everyone pulling a Logan on me. Yeah, “I like you. I think you’re cool. But you’re not that cool that I’d actually date you for it.” But I’m just an insensitive jerk so whatever.
- Yeah, I’m pretty apathetic right now.
- I’m really looking forward to taking apart my Ikea clock to make a necklace or something out of the gears. No, it will not look that lame.
- Kill- Jimmy Eat World. Jimmy Eat World is always spot on when it comes to these things.
I HATE EVERYONE.
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March 25, 2008 at 9:43 pm
Now when you say everyone, does that include me as well?
In regards to everyone pulling Logans on you, I’m assuming your specifically referring to your man. Which isn’t the case. Although that seems to be the issue at face value, its not quite what you think it is. You see, your man is worried about hooking up with ya because he knows he’s a douche bag and thinks he’ll suck at being a boyfriend. Just kind of minor things, but there’s a lot, so he’s stressin’ out about it. I don’t blame you for being mad at him, but realize where he’s comin’ from at least, comprende?
What classes did you sign up for next year? Hopefully you were smarter than myself, and you were able to realize what you’re capable of and not take classes which exceed that. I’m way in over my head with my classes and lack of work ethic, so yeh. Hope it goes well for you.
Ehh. yeah. I just reread that smothering line and suddenly came to the realization I could quite possibly be smothering or something. So I’m out.
‘Cept before I go, I’ll remind you that at least you aren’t in this situation:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080325/od_nm/circus1_dc
March 26, 2008 at 6:11 pm
Aw, you’re not smothering me. I meant smothering by, like, CONSTANTLY TOUCHING ME AND HUGGING ME AND HOLDING ME AND NOT LETTING ME GO. Laurie is such a victim of this. I once punched her mammary glands because she wouldn’t leave me alone, ugh. And she still wouldn’t leave me alone. Man- annoying.
Haha, don’t worry, you’re on my good side.
Cody actually came around and was like, “YO, let’s go out. kthx.” I’m just afraid that he only changed his mind because everyone else was giving him a hard time about it. But thanks for clearing that up, haha.
I signed up for AP US, AP Language, AP Chem, PDM, printmaking (art credit), ecology, and cooperative office education (occupational credit). I was seriously considering headstart, but I realize that that will be way too stressful for me. I’m still somewhat worried about three AP classes being too much, though.
Y’know, I’m really happy that I know you, homes. :3
March 26, 2008 at 7:15 pm
Oh, that smothering. Yes, I totally understand that. I used to deal with that for awhile. Strangely, it all stopped once I got a girlfriend. Strange co-weenk-a-deenk if you ask me.
Aww, how… sweet? Sincere? For some reason the word isn’t coming to me… Cody is an alright dude. I’ve seen worse. Haha, its funny how show and awkward he is.
Holy cow, how are you going to take all those classes. Wait, didn’t you not take FST this year? How are you taking PDM? I’m taking PDM, AP Language, AP Physics B, AP Music Theory, Percussion Ensemble, Spanish 3, and then Jazz Band for zero hour. Three AP classes is crazy hard. You’re gonna have fun with AP Chem and AP US. I’m trying to take US History independently, cuz really, I don’t need to be more pro-american.
Awww, how nice. You’re pretty cool yourself. Sort of. Yeah!
Sincere, I know.
March 28, 2008 at 5:46 pm
Yeah, I’m a bit surprised at myself, too. Cody is asking for hugs all the time and I don’t really get annoyed when I receive them. So I guess I’m getting used to this stuff even if we’ve only been dating for a few days, haha.
Haha, I know, that’s what I was thinking. Except I was too :D! to care. It reminded me of this parody I had seen of The Hills, where this guy asked this girl to marry him, but because he’s a stupid teenager, he said, “Hey, Sarah, let’s hang out forever.” That made me giggle for countless minutes. :3
No, I ended up switching out of that other math class after the first month of school, haha. Oh, wow, I hadn’t thought about taking US history independently… The only reason why I’m taking it AP is because I don’t want to have to deal with stupid people in my classes anymore.