If I act like I own this place, it’s because I do

so, the Sun is starting to sound like such a tabloid.. It’s so ridiculous.

but yeah. I’ve been talking to Jimmy alot.. I mean, alot. But tis all right. David knows that I like him. And Jimmy is acting like I have never seen him act before.. But it’s ok, he’s a rad dude who is rad.

Tommorrow is Selena movie.. So Jimmy will probably sit by us again. Us = me, amber, katelynn, and lizzie.

David is still rad.

I would hope that I can stop liking him so I can be like, yeah I did like you but I don’t now.. And that is not something I think is going to happen.

Allie is ditching me for California, not fair. Tomorrow and all of spring break I will be by myself. I’ll probably hang out with Jimmy, he’s one of my best friends.

hmmm… Nothing is going on with me and spring break.. Spring break loves everyone else, not me.

I’m planning on making myself a shirt or some type of clothing over the break, I need to get a pattern: I am so tired of making my own. It takes forever!

I haven’t been updating alot lately.. I’m sorry blog readers, I do get online everyday, but lately, blog writing isn’t much of a passion. I’ll try and write once or twice each week. Or maybe even everyday, I don’t know. Probably not.

Tomorrow is geometry test.. Ugh. At least its on shapes. And how shapes look. And how to find areas of circles [bases.] so yeah. Very easyy.

Allie’s leaving! and also, gosh.. AIDS training again tomorrow. We can’t make fun of the thing together!!!! AH! Not rad. SO not rad.

I might, yes, have jimmy next to me. Sad thing is, I only find jimmy as a friend. I can’t say that enough to reassure you that.

hmm.. I have stuff to do. As in.. Taking a shower.. updating my ipod [showing off, sorry.] and you know.. Stuff…

I need to plan out stuff for tomorrow.

ehh..

This week has been pretty crappy. But two people make it all better. Three.
two - friends
one..
you know already.

MY SHNUFALUPUGUS IS LEAVING ME!
gosh, that is hard to spell.
very easy to say though.

teehee
sounds like the perfect opportunity to end the blog..

BUT I DONT THINK SO!

ugh.. Activity logs due tomorrow.. Haven’t turned it in in three weeks.. Halley has this new boyfriend, and he is the center of her world. She hangs out with him instead of the rad people. He got mad at me for saying rad! I THINK THEY SHOULD BREAK UP FOR THAT REASON!

and also.. I think he has the prettiest girl eyes..

and that is far from a compliment.

I’ve got my bride and I’ll let you sleep tonight

I dont know, but I still like him. And its all good..? It should be. Saw him again.So then its like rad.

I swear he knew it all along, and I’m holding her responsible

So then its like this:

He knows. but you know, he’s rad so it’s not all stupid and awkward.

We talk like normal now, even more even, whether its on purpose or not. It’s weird on how stuff like that happens like, right after stuff like that.

This and that.. You all know what’s going on.
He’s so rad. I mean really.

I wish I could be that rad.

… Even though he knows, I still feel those insects, and the blood pumping when I think about it..

Like I said before:
Iwantedmeanddavidtobelikedebbieandzac.

not so much anymore; I know and knew that would never happen..

Eek..
Freaky stuff, and the sad thing is, thats all that has been going on, really.

Besides the nick-shootinguptheschool- thing. But you all know that if you’re with it with the news. All stations + aol.

We had to make three poems for phimister… One on sports, nature, and social issues… oh god. Thank god that I wrote about unicorns and dinosaurs.

And my word of the month is..
Unicornio: The spanish word for unicorn. Yes, they cheated again with the -io… they are all bungholios. OH! Wasn’t that clever?

You know. People suck. People are kinda making fun of me for the synesthesia. Thank god they don’t know about the other mental things that I have been diagnosed with.. Sure, that may be considered hinting, but in other ways, that is just interesting.

Seriously; Marshmallows taste like purple. I’m not being silly, or random, or admitting that I am, indeed, high. I seriously think that. I thought it was normal; I guess not.. I hate it all. not the synesthesia: the people who make fun of me for it.
Kidding or not.

People would expect me to like jimmy, we are seriosusly just friends. I only like him as a friend, and I value him as my friend. I hang out with him alot, and it’s really rad. I don’t like him, but I really can’t get enough of that uber-rad dude. Not rad like david-rad. But rad like, rad-cool. Cool? Rad.

… And then everybody and their MOTHERS would know.

Yes people. my “secret” written on this blog that I have certain I need some musical advice..

Heres my playlist:

put you on - four year strong

emo song- the starting line

a million hearts- poser starting line

and then like more.

so then, bye bye blog readers. I will go drown my ears in sorrows.

not really. I’m not that depressed.

I won’t end up like jack, and hopefully not jill [suicide prevention posters.] And I am really not that bummed. But drama keeps people coming back for more on TV, hopefully my blog.

You couldn’t ever love me more.. We want this like everyone else.

Okay, I’m going to let you all [Lorren. My only LJ friend at the moment] in on a little Nick update:
- The guy who shot him got arrested, apparently he did it on purpose. What an idiot. Nick is everyone’s best friend.
Too bad I just told her on AIM
HA!
but all you blog readers who read my blog without me knowing, is very satisfied, eh?
YES.
All right. the depressing part of this blog is now over.MW&C just released a record on the 21st and I am so stoked. I want to go out and buy it, but apparently not that many stores are selling it because they are so indie..

and that sucks
But anyways, I went over to Allie’s house after school on Friday and it was so much fun! C was there [Hardly know her, but she seems pretty rad] and Debbie
IT WAS SO FUN.
Little tid bits:
- Allie has a peeing fountain in her living room.
- Allie has over 110 cows in her living room/kitchen [No. Not real ones.]
- Allie does not have a mexican pan. What a loser.

Yesterday I went to McChord again, and dude, I am now the proud owner of a sewing machine! I just need to practice more. and I need to find some practice fabric… =(

School is in tomorrow and of course, I do not want to go. At all. it is far too stressful.
And alot of people will probably be absent. I mean, come on. This stupid flu thing is going around, and I want to get sick so badly. My efforts of getting sick is NOT working. I actually breathe in when people sneeze/cough, I don’t wash my hands before I eat at school. Ugh. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET THIS HIGHLY CONTAGIOUS DISEASE AT THE SCHOOL??? Come on. This sucks.

but yeah. Is this a long post? I hope it is.. But lets see what else I can talk about. I need to be entertaining, I need to keep the show rolling!!

Lets talk about my synesthesia. Is this interesting to me? Yes. To you? Maybe. It depends on the person I am talkingto.

Last night I tasted a marshmallow and I realized that it is purple, with bright specks of blue. I didn’t think that I had taste-color, but I guess I do. This is one of the first times that I thought about it.

It’s weird knowing that other people don’t see this or have this. I know that it doesnt happen to other people but gosh-darn-it. I keep thinking “This is so obvious, how can other people not see it???”

It aggravates me so much when I try to express something, but all I can describe is the color!!!

I wonder if the people around me have this or notice this just like I do. I have only asked a few people about it, and they have nothing to say about it. Other times I talk about it openly, hoping that someone will come out and say something like “yeah, I know what you’re talking about.” Not “oh, I’ve heard of that before.”

I mean, it is so obvious. It is right there.

But on the other hand, I am very happy that people don’t call me a freak when I talk about it. I’m happy that people are so much more.. Open minded, than I thought.

But.. How can people just see the words without the color?? rofl.

I would love to just talk to someone who has this. It would be so interesting to see what happens with them. I mean, online there really isn’t much, since it is so rare. Most people haven’t even heard of this before, much less experienced it.

I should make a dictionary of my synesthesia. I have it so much.. Sound-color, word-color, taste-color… Those are the only three I have noticed.

It is hard to notice, but when you do notice it, it gets very obvious. It’s very involuntary, so it’s in the back of my mind and then when I think about it later, I start to notice it more.

Like synchronicity. But that is an entirely different thing [the science between your coincidences.].. After you start to realize the synchronicity in your life, the more synchronicities occur in your life.

Aren’t my posts so interesting??

I was reading this book about memory.. I really liked it. There was this one part where the guy was telling this story. it was like:
This man had to do a speech in front of alot of people for a charity thing, and right before he was going to start talking, he was called out front by two men. So he went out, and right when he got out, the building collapsed and everyone inside died.
The people who died couldn’t be identified to the families, but the man remembered who sat where. He had a certain technique of doingthis, it was where he had a certain place set in his mind that he knew very well [like his house, his bedroom, his bathroom] and, in his mind, he took a stroll down his house, at a certain object [a lamp, a table, a glass of water], he would mark a certain name on it [in his mind..], and when he had to remember it later, he would simply take another stroll through his house, picking up the names along the way.

I really liked the book.
The guy also said that it is easier to remember things if they are formatted in columns like this:
________ _________
________ _________
________ _________

Instead of:
________
________
________

Interesting, right?
The guy also said that another way to remember things is to mark what you want to remember, in a box.:

__________
| memory |

Rad. You know??

This is a very long entry, I will end it now. So your eyes can take a rest.

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Allie’s house has over 110 cows in the kitchen.

do you love me or do you love me?

Just got back from allie’s house, and it was really rad. I mean, really rad. Me and debbie counted cows. we all made quesadillas. I made them cream puffs. We went outside and played around and then I went home. =(

That was really most of my day.

David buddy was absent. =(

but then I went to allie’s house and all my sorrows went away because all three of us girls were girls and talked about girly things.
not really. We really sound like a bunch of guys. No makeup talk for us, nu uh. But yeah very rad. I had so much fun, I would really like to hang out with all of them again.

I’m upset, but I’m fine

ALL RIGHT! THURSDAY! THE TWENTY THIRD OF MARCH OF THE YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND SIX MARKS ALLIES FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY!

WOOOOOOOOOO..

T.

Yeah!

I made her cream puffs and I hope she liked them. They took forever to make..

Sorry for the short entry, but I really dont know what to say.

Talked to david buddy and made me happy. I like that dude so much.

Talked to jimmy even more today.. Kinda. He’s rad. but not radder than david. And I would never like him more than david.. that is funky.. Bleu cheese funky… I like david. But whatever.

Hey there, love, let’s get to catching up

ALL RIGHT!

today was pretty stupid. And then it got rad really quickly.

first: I got “invited” to Achieve. How insulting.

Second: I spent ALL of fifth period talking to Jimmy. Then all of passing, talking to Jimmy. I talked to Jimmy for the first time in PE today. Alot of Jimminess today.

third: DAVID LOVES NAPOLEON DYNAMITE. you know a dude is rad if he loves napoleon. Especially if his name is David.

At four AM you came out of the blue, I haven’t seen such red since I’ve seen you.
I’m upset, but I’m fine.

Hey there babe, don’t mean to cut you off..

today was X-times better than yesterday, I’ll give you a hint: X is not less than a million.
that was clever, wasnt it? hehe.
nobody cried today, but I could tell Karl was crying earlier, so was Mrs.Thompson. she went to see nick this weekend. I feel bad that I haven’t gone to see him, but I really think that I won’t. I am just being blunt about it.
I have been listening to so much starting line. omg. I LOVE the starting line. I love the starting line so much, LOVE is a serious word indeed, and this is the most serious I will probably ever get with this word.
At least any time soon. rofl.sorry I haven’t updated in a while…
You know I can’t live without my daily blog. All of them.

you know. Its time to eat. I will try and resume this blog. maybe not. but you KNOW I love you. That was not as serious.

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I’ve been thinking alot about you, is it true do you hate me?

So, I’ve found some more stuff out about nick and he’s going to be A-OK.I’m still sad about it though.

he had his third surgery last night and he’s coming back to school next week!

I’ve been reading outside reading book and I am tired. of course. it was about einstein.

pretty interesting and funky dude.

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[sorry for the quickie post, nothing much to write.]

Not us, not us, we are far too young and clever.

Well. Today is certainly one of the worst days of my life.This year is by far one of the worst too. but that is another post.

I am on the edge of every emotion I have managed to keep hold of. We all know my control over my tears is gone.

I am surprised. I didn’t think I cared so much and valued nick this much as a friend.

I guess knowing the dude for over a year does that to people.

I don’t feel like talking or typing.

of all the times for this to truly happen, this is indeed it.

An empty minded accident makes me wonder:
If I were gone, would they all care this much too?
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Leave it up to me to mix business with pleasure.

YEAH!
which number is this? whatever. I’m updating, this is my only chance to do it.
tonight is movie night and we are going to leave really quick, I’m in the verge of almost ready..
Left shoe on left foot..
Tie that bunny. [now, doesn't that sound poetic??]
ok.my hair is like, so not curling. thats it, wheres the scissors?
in technicality, I am cheating here. I’m wearing my school clothes from today to the movie night. but whatever.

we are leaving at 4:15. its three thirty. I guess I can slow down.
for the past three hours I have been all by myself. And do you know what Idid? I studied. I really have no life. I could have ran around the house in my underwear, I could have screamed naughty words. But no, I studied. For three hours.

this morning, I drank hot chocolate in the car with riza’s mommy and angela. it was cool. we have never went to starbucks like that in the morning. but it was really fun.

too bad the hot chocolate did not make me hyper, in any way.

my cookie fell on the floor, I picked it up and ate it. I can taste the germs going down my throat and sticking to my braces. but its a cookie so its ok [no matter how old it is... ;p]

this morning was so weird. this new dude was there and he was like, “why isnt mariah here? I want to meet this girl”
and I was like, “oh, you can see her around school. if I happen to be around, I’ll point her out to you.” and miss carroll was there and she was like “you see her around school but she is never here for class. the next time that happens, tell me or miss affleje”
Great. Why am I that smart???? I feel so bad because mariah is so nice. but she is still skipping PE. She would probably get very mad at me for it. But you know. I’d probably end up telling miss carroll anyways, I’ll do as she says. I’m not doing anything wrong.. right?

[p.s. I've always wanted to say that. To be in this situation, to say two contradicting words in a row. ]

That was one of the first times I have even written something as “personal” as this. online. like anywhere.
it sounds so immature .
it sounds so cliche.
it sounds like I am fueled by attention, and it is not around.

I hate sounding like this.

Then why am I saying it?
I guess I just want to write something somewhat important that makes my readers interestted. and it kept me typning.

maybe I should be a poet. or a songwriter.
I think I could be capable of it. or I could just be trying to sound professional because I am such a loser ;p.

HEY AMANDA WHERE’D YOU FIND YOUR CRAZY BOYS THIS TIME?
THEY SAY YOURE PRETTY BUT YOU DONT THINK THEY’RE RIGHT.
HEY AMANDA WHILE YOURE SITTING BY THE TELEPHONE TONIGHT
DO YOU FEEL LIKE TURNING IT OFF, TURNING OFF ALL OF THE LIGHTS

Yes. My name is actually in a song. I feel so rad.

I did not eat lunch today. too bad I need it. so I am hungry now. at least I get pizza later.

dialing numbers are a perfect game for self entertainment
and perfect form of self abuse.
the worst remedy is the best revenge.

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you’re in on the lie, and you’re out on the highway.. Dodge the bullet.

YEAH!
Lorrenikins has an LJ, shes uh-fish-uh-lee my best friend. Sorry, that was kinda hard to read read, read-say.
ok?
ok.
SO THEN ITS LIKE THIS
TODAY WAS RAD
TALKED TO DAVID BUDDY
TALKED TO RYAN BUDDY LAST NIGHT
and you know. Rad people make my day, its that simple.I would hope their radness rubs off on me.. Probably not going to happen.. I suck way too much.
but its allright.. Right?
yeah its my third post ever since entering this LJ community. I hope this works.

YOU DONT NEED A REASON TO GET OUT ON THE DANCE FLOOR! WE CAN GET IT ON AND ON ALL NIGHT LONG!
its already four fourty one. Ah-mazing, I believe.
Guess what y’all? Men Women and Children are better than P!ATD. Yes. A whole lot better. for you mathematic, visual people:
Men Women and Children > Panic! At The Disco.
Oh, do I love writing that. GET THE WORD OUT. MWAC ARE GOING TO FREAKING ROCK THIS WORLD.
wooo.
just love it.
or leave it or rip it apart.
WOO.

ok so. tomorrow is officially [the word above that is read-say.] movie night. Will this be fun? oh yes. it will be. IT WILL BE. and I will get pizza and I will watch a movie in the presence of the people in Jackson Park. Yes. Pretty rad? hopefully.

book fair is also going down and it is so hectic. Hectic like a water balloon. YES. so daddy has been picking me up instead of madre, and its so weird. he’s late alot of the time…
at least I get picked up.

I am listeningto more MCS. oh yes. So much harder… I mean really. it sounds so much blacker…
no pun intended or racial.
oh god this is so weird.
I am such a freak. lol

but I am trying to prove to myself what everyone else in the musical town that I Am the Movie is better than Commit This to Memory. So, I am attempting this once again. I, indeed, did try before to listen to IATM, and I got bored. but it is before bedtime and I AM READY.

All because of my deep love for motion city soundtrackk.. but it is a huge different. ["dont ask me out, dont make me try.", just a random quote that I just listened to... Indoor Living.] Wow. I really like this. A whole lot greener. This is an awkward combo. but its really pleasant.
LA!
heck yeah.

I actually made an attempt to make a paragraph.

Let’s see. Maybe this is easier. Not so boring for the eyes? I hope you blog reader-person will love this.

TAKES TIME TO MAKE A BLOG!

yes.

but yeah. Today was pretty rad, I think. numero uno: Mark Hopppus’ birthday [34th. Growing out of this "obsession" with mark. because he is indeed an old dude.] numero dos: david buddy. shall I continue?

The hour hand is about to hit the five. Its hesitating, oh, I can feel the heat four feet away from it, not counting the wall.

The hour hand knows my obligations that I have to fulfill at four. It feels guilty because I haven’t done it. I don’t want to thank the hand; it obviously doesnt need it.

The hour hand has such confidence. Not something that I can say for myself right now; An honest and perfect irony.

The minute hand looks so much shyer, even though it is so much longer than the hour hand. the increments are smaller and there is definately tension between the two - thats why they rarely touch.

Believe it or not, I actually did write that myself. No serious,deep lying here.

I should write more stuff like that on here. That was actually fun. I come up with little things like that in my head all the time, but I never really write them down. I guess it would be healthier if I wrote them down every now and then; I feel bad when I forget a really good one.

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If you think you’re so predictable.. I’ve got some news for you

YEAH!
HEHE.
Told you I’d keep updating.
Today the counselors came in to register classes next yearrr..
=(
high schoooll.. Here I come.
Again.
Very interesting .
TALKED TO DAVID BUDDY
he’s my buddy.. You know? He’s one of the raddest dudes I know.
Sorry for the short entry, I’ll try again later.
PS. I’M TALKING TO RYAN BUDDY RIGHT NOW. teehee. He’s one of the raddest dudes EVER! known him for a year, so its rad.
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My thoughts don’t leave my mind as easily as yours do

yes! this is the first post of the day and probably the only post.

bad news kids: NO SOUP TODAY. mommy was working at the book fair and daddy picked me up and went back to work =(

but yeah. THE COUNSELORS CAME TODAY! it was so weird.

oh!

and my buddy David talked to me today and I was like THIS DUDE IS THE RADDEST DUDE. [and debbie, don't you think its rad that he makes music? that paper you put on amber's desk was a joy to read. YOU MADE MY DAY! woo]

it makes me very happy. because rad people make my day! [pretend you didnt read that last parathesii, it makes me sound like a loser to say it twice..]

four year strong is the best band ever.

PE today.. Wow. I actually tried. this dude chase [8th] was on my team and he was really good. I think he is on the basketball team.. ? I dont know. I don’t care. He got me out of doing ejercicios so it is ALL rightttt. and this other dude.. Luke? He has been on all of my teams so far.

we were against one of the twins. Allie said it was John.. ? I don’t know. its different with them because Jeff and Laurie are different genders. They hopefully arent, and if they are different genders, they have a snazzy way of concealing it.

Took a test in Geometry and I think I did pretty well. I really shouldn’t say that because I am probably going to flunk.

teeehee. but yeah.
thats really my day.

BUT MY DAVID BUDDY TALKED TO ME! =D

The song that I have the song stuck in my headd issss… Eagle mount drive-valencia.

MY HEART AND SOUL RIGHT THERE! ohmygoddd

Given the chance

People need to listen to more Starting Line.
after this tour, they are, indeed, going into the studio! omg. I cannot wait..

I want to listen to more starting line. NOW! But I guess BOATS [wow. I didnt even notice that! Based on a true story = boats.] is going to have to satisfy me until then..

you know how I said the last post will be my only one? I lied.

LA!

I just talked to ryan and he’s rad. He’s one of my best friends, really. Not best best friends, I would WANT to say that, but it is simply not true. But he knows me so well. We have alot in common. I guess if we never “got together” last year, I would have never gotten to know him. That’s weird to think about.

BUT ANYWAYS I BELIEVE IN RAINBOWS AND BUNNIES AND SMURFS.

I AM THE FREAKING WAL-RUS!

woooo.

Here we lay again, on two separate beds

HELLO BRETHERENS OF THE WEBBERNET!

OH! I made a livejournal. I know, now I will be rad, somewhat. SO it is like fifty times more rad. my sn is actually in the beginning of the URL. its so cool and professional. it makes me feel like a goddess of the webberdom. so then it goes like this.

Yes. Very poorly made. I just started and I haven’t gotten into it, so please, dont judge it. BECAUSE YOU KNOW I’M RAD and dont go and get one too. because you will suck. actually, I dont know, or care, just make sure I get some rad credit? por favor? gracias, amigos queridos. HEHE.

highlarious. isnt that such a splendid and radtastic word? I THINK SO. because. it is so rad. teehee.

allies birthday is coming up and guess what I’m going to give her? you guessed it, A CLOWN. she will never see it coming.

it will be totally mature and reasonable and you know what its going to involve?? A CLOWN SUIT! wooo. not really. but you know. RAD.

OK SO TODAY WAS REALLY STUPID BUT IT PAID OFF IN MODA WHEN I TALKED TO KEISHA. I feel all special and giggly and fizzy inside.

Tomorrow is TUESDAY! i’ve been telling everybody that for just about.. All of today and some of thursday! YEAH! Love it, people.

So I flew across the country just to find your broken words

Starting tomorrow, it is indeed the end of this radtastic weekend. yes, and I do, indeed, have to wear a skirt.
I will have fun with THAT.

Went to the acorn thing and had a BLAST! the sad thing is, the car did not start and we had to get a jump from one of the waiters. He looked like luigi, and did get help from mario. Yes. both of them had to help with their turtle-kicking, car-jumping TALENT.

the dinner was very fun and I had tons of time to talk to THE MORGANMEISHEINDORA! I dont know how to pronounce that BUT the true point is, I hung out with the gorgeous Morgan. Tons of fun. But I did look like a huge idiot, lol.

so yeah.

just finished my essay, so its pretty rad and it absolutely..

sucks. I cannot find a way to end it so I just stopped writing.. Concluding paragraphs suck.

I made some salmon last night and it was yummy.

Do you find this blog a pleasure to read? I sure hope you do. I write here so much and I try to as often as I can in a day.

SO YEAH. I’m ending this entry. bye bye, you ungrateful, unappreciative blog reader.

Cut! Print it!

The first post of this freaking radtastic three day weekend. Hold the applause until after I finish.
oh!
and before I shall forget:
Debbarama [yes, you other blog readers are excluded from this rad comment clubbb]:
Yes, Jimmy is very rad. I talk to him on the way to sixth period most days, and then after school when Allie’s bus changes =D
Awww Debbie aint gon’ gain weight if I’m around! And you’d cry..
Things I would do without Debbie:
find crappy music, end up listening to Allie’s funny music
be sad and lonely on myspace
be sad and lonely at school
be sad and lonely on the way to third and fourth because I wont have anyone to say Hello to

ok BACK TO THE POST!
Sorry for the wait.
no wait, I shouldn’t feel sorry.
1. that was a rad debbie comment. debbie deserves rad comments telling her how rad she is because rad people need to be reminded every now and then so they dont suck
AND
2. this is my blog

mom and dad left to go set up the book fair, I spilled some milk on the counter and almost cried XD
jk, I cleaned it up and ate my cereal.

I want to buy some fabric!
All of the fabric we have around the house are stuff that mom likes. I dont like the fabric! I want radtastic fabric. radsome fabric. cute fabric.

mommy and daddy wont take me to the fabric store! Really, I hardly ever ask them to take me somewhere. The last time I did, was the library, and mom wanted to go.

the last time it was totally for me, was when I went to the mall with allie. That was the Saturday before New Years day.

I gave Corinne the ipod case I made. I really hope she liked it. I didn’t really have that much pride in it, so I might make her another one to replace the crappy one. I sewed completely through teh fabric, so you can see it through the other side, she acted like she really liked it, but you never know.

it was kind of cute though, if I say so myself.

I mean, if you see something all the time [I was trying to fix it so much], it loses the prettiness.

you know?

I know.

you know, 2005 was a stupid year.

kind of.

it was not that bad.

I have an essay to do. I have to dress up for it too. I don’t mind, but I do have to wear a dress.

You know what I am going to do for that.

Wait and see.

it is so early.

I want to wake up to the sun shine through my window and wake up and be like

I’M THE FREAKING WALRUS!!

“I could be the walrus and I’d still have to bum rides off of people”

YEAH!

ferris bueller.. You’re my HERO.

Consider this a promise we both broke

ok so, I think I am getting over this tiny.. “mini” crush of mine on a certain person who has two classes with me that consist of physical education and the art of language.
Yes people.
This is true.
no particular reason, just a kind of thing where its like, yeah, he’s a rad dude, and yeah, nothing is wrong with him. its like.. growing out of a toy.
you know guys, maybe I should start posting reviews of records that I listen to. Like, new underground stuff that you, as well as I, will love?
love?
quiero, ing?

Commit This to Memory is a huge stretch from Motion City Soundtrack’s last record, We Are the Movie, because I feel like it has less synth and more pop. This is not a bad thing, it just makes it slightly catchier.

CTTM starts out with “Attractive Today”, this is one of the shortest songs of the record but it really starts off the whole record. it is loud, and powerful and poppy. This song doesn’t need to grow on you, its one of the songs that stick right when you listen to it. “I just want to feel attractive today..”[overwhelming pink and orange.. omg]

“everything is alright” is the single off of this record, this has more synth. the drums really kick in quickly. “[tons of technicolor and green.. gosh.]

“When You’re Around” is one of my personal favorites. The lyrics are my favorite and the guitars really support the vocals. “Did I truly do the things that you’ve described? they must hate me, every single one, it just sickens them what I consider fun”

Resolution, hold me down, and lets ring in the new year together are all the softest songs of the records. these songs are very gentle, and they can get boring. “the postcard that’s taped to the freezer reads “wish you were here” oh, I wish I could disappear”

make out kids, hangman, time turned fragile, and LG fuad are the poppiest.

this record overall has amazing lyrics [you can see a little bit of mark in the lyrics, since he produced the record], there is a nice balance between the hard, synth, poppy songs and the gentle, quiet songs. The album artwork is unique, but in a good way. This record is totally replayable in every way - I’ve had this record ever since it came out and I have not been bored with it at all. These songs are so easily stuck, really.

gosh, that was crappy. I can seriously write better. BUT HEY ITS THE WEEKEND!

LETS THROW A PARTY AND GET WASTED!

Tons of stuff are going on, really:
1. dentist appointment.. Cancelled, just got the bulletin from my all-important mother.
2. Books for the book fair are coming in, loading it up, allright.
3. acorn award dinner, yes, acorns.

PS…
Ilovewearethefury.
anddavid.butthatsanotherpost.
again.

I want to write something great, something scandalous, something you would never expect me to say, and yet I cannot find a thing to say..
this weekend might be THE weekend in which, I will be participating in the event of dying the little things on my head.
yes, my hair.

“who suggested the idea of asexual reproduction?”
“your wife?”

Amber Zuehls is one of the coolest people that I know.
I have her in geometry and spanish and she is so cool.
shes so real, you know? She is honest and smart [smarter than me, I might add. In geometry. I kick her butt in espanol, not to brag or anythingg...] and very funny.
I say that I want to hang out with people, but that never happens, actually. itsucks. I always forget.

I love the starting line.
I love kenny’s vocals.
I love dinosaurs.
I love smurfs.
I love you.