the starting line’s gonna hit BIG someday. bigger than they are now. but just for now, I want the starting line to be ALL mine.

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Sorry, I haven’t written in a while.. Last night, I did my ILC until nine! I still need to do my resort, too. Here’s a highlight of my day:

- Thunder YAY!

- I forgot my permission slip to the field trip [evergreen state colege, yo ] so I had to get signatures AGAIN! I forgot block, so I had to get let out early and then I got mom to sign it then i went to the CE room . hehe. dude, all before the sub left! heckk yess.

- At lunch everyone picked me up and they said I was really light. I didn’t want to be picked up! They threw me! I HATE Laurie, Lorren, Carl, and Niquee. GRR!!

Did you guys hear about that gossip site? Someone actually got arrested for it.

mmph.

Aev92: i always picture things so perfectly and it never like… works out
Aev92: this thing with ryan
Aev92: i pictured this so perfectly
bebes2392: u guys looked happy together
Aev92: kind of like a fairy tale
Aev92: i guess this is for the better
Aev92: if we are really supposed to be together
Aev92: itll all work out right?
Aev92: i never thought he really liked me though
Aev92: he was just SO perfect
Aev92: in my POV
Aev92: he liked the same music i did
Aev92: he was so down-to-earth
Aev92: he was cute
Aev92: he was smart
Aev92: he was everything i wanted him to be
Aev92: but now that we arent really together
Aev92: i realize how much of a DA he is
bebes2392: lol

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I  missed 2nd lunch because  I went to the counselor with Allie (and Jayme, but she wasn’t there.) to report someone. Reporting is fun… ?

So, uh, I like… 3 guys. I feel like a slut because I like three guys, but it’s not like I’m doing anything really.

3rd lunch sucks. the only person I really knew was Edward, but I only know him because he has the locker next to Allie’s. I didn’t realize that halfway into lunch.

There is this ad on top of this and it says “spank the streaker and get a free 40 gig ipod”

Dad actually cooked today o_O Weird. He cooks all these chinese food. We are mexicans cooking chinese food. Sad. lol. He cooked… Wonton soup [chinese], and this thing that i dont know but it smelled like chinese.

Our family is so weird like, on christmas, we all make tamales, EVERY christmas. Sometimes thanksgiving, too. Mom makes it with chicken and beef and puts this spicy stuff in it.

I like cooking. mom and dad might enroll me in a cooking class this summer. Cooking is so cool and I actually know how to do it. Mom and dad keep telling me I will be a good cook someday. I like making crepes. Those are good. Crepes are Italian right? A mexican making italian food, haha.

Sweet.

First period was ok, I was talking to Rachelle and Allie. Second was stupid, I painted today, but it was very boring. In third, we took a test, but I don’t think I did that well on it.

In 5th, I was in the library, and Ryan was, too. He is everywhere! Mrs. Whatsername was yelling at Ryan, telling him the link works if you click it… And laurie wrote on word “No s***, sherlock”, haha. Laurie hardly ever curses!

After school, I went home early. You don’t really want to know why. I listened to music, and I ate some chex mix with cheese, mmmm. mom dad and andy came home and mom and dad went grocery shopping. I took a little nap. then mom and dad came home and we put it away, and here I am.

It is really weird when you are being manipulated. Yeah, manipulated. I hate people who do that. Wouldn’t it be easier if no one lied? Even better, if words didn’t even exist? I honestly believe words only complicate matters more.

I want to listen to the starting line. If you think of how many bands I talk about and how many bands I obsess over, you will not know half of them. I am such a music whore, haha.

I got two free movie passes for this weekend. Stupid, I guess. Too bad, I wanted to use my ASB card to get a discount. Which would make me feel uberly special.

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I’m gonna tear your ass up like we just got married and you’re all mine now, tonight is the night we’ve been waiting for all our lives, or maybe it’s just mine.

That’s ‘Bedroom Talk’ by the Starting Line, if you wanted to know. The actual music is pretty good though, the Starting Line didn’t fail to impress me, like their last record. Their last record was pretty good too, they have shown growth in their lyrics, and they are still pretty darned poppy. When I finished hearing that song, I was singing the chorus constantly. The song is very catchy and the hooks and chords are absolutely perfect.

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College ed… Was boring. Passing time was weird. Ryan said Hi to me. I thought we were through or whatever.  Shop was… Stupid. there weren’t any coping saws. Science was fun. I had my hair up in pigtails for the smoking prevention thing.  I wa walking around the classroom saying, “Pigtails are hot!!”  xD

We didn’t even get to film it! Then in 4/5 block, we didn’t really do anything. Jeff is so weird. All we do is fight, really. I grabbed his arm so he would stay at my table because I don’t like being alone, ironically. Anyone who knows me, knows that I hate being alone! Algebra was very boring, too, we just did warmups.